Well things have just got a whole lot worse, I have just lost, tilted and been bad beaten out of my entire Full Tilt Stack.

Started off 4 tabling at 0.25/0.5. Playing $40 per table. I lost buy ins with each of these hands.

JJ v 99 - Board 2, 4, 9 10, 6.
44 v AA - Board J 10 4 7 River A
99 v JJ - Board 9 4 4 8 River J
AK v KK - Board A K 3 5 7
AA v 9s3s - Board 9 5 K Qs 8s

And then I start playing badly I run Ak into Kings.

At this point I should quit. Instead I move up to 1/2nl. But in with about $140.

First hand in the cut off (I have posted 2) There is a raise to 7 and a caller. I call with Q 10 -(I was going to fold). Flop Q 10 J. Checked to me. I bet 12. Original raiser calls. Turn 3. I bet 25 - original raiser goes all in. I call the extra 30. Her has A K. Should have got away from that.

I rebuy to $180.

About 20 minutes later I get JJ. I raise to 8. Big stack calls. Flop 2 7 Q. I bet 10. He calls. Turn 6. I bet 2o. He raises to 65. I go all in. He has 22. I should have got away from that but I didn't think he had a Q. He had been bullying everyone. He said - you should have got away from that. F*** off you righteous b"stard.

I rebuy for my last £110.

Get a series of AK AQ JJ type hands where I raise get called and miss the flop (or there are over cards on the flop).

Lose another $40 against a short stack with JJ v QQ.

And the final straw was this:

Down to my last $35. Limper in seat 2. I raise to 9 from seat 4 with JJ. Cut off and limper call. Flop 6s 10s Jh. Checked to me. Everyone thinks I am tilting, so I go all in for the last 26. Both cut off and limper call. Yes I'm going to treble up to $105. Turn 3h. River Qc. Cut off goes all in andI realise he has A K.

Balance $0

My rakeback hasn't shown up yet. And my Dise withdrawal is neither with Dise nor Neteller. So I'm currently stuffed.

I do still have about $900 (about $500 in Dise and about $400 in transit) and $42 rakeback due from last month. But this shouldn't have happened. I've just had that its all going wrong feeling since I got back from Vegas and the Tilt took over tonight. If say 4 of the bad beats hands had gone the other way, I could be sitting on about $700 in FTP now. But that's poker.

I lose more money playing with JJ and 100 then any other hands.