Disaster on every front tonight.

Down to $533 on Full Tilt (for no reason started playing 05/0.1 and blew $110 -also lost two tournys). Down to about $10 on P Stars (tilting played 1/2nl with 90% of the balance and got felted when my K 10 lost to K J on a board of K 10 7 3 J). Down to $900 on Dise (lost a $22 tourny when my Aces got cracked by trip 8's).

So about $600 down for the month. But I have that spiralling downwards feeling I had in January and March and April, which were all bad months (especially April).

Need some time off. Next time I play, I have to be fully focused.

In the process of removing my money from Dise (the new software is so bad its unbelievable). I'm going to put about half in FTP and $450 in Party Poker. And I'm going to grind back up. I'm going to keep all my money in 2 sites to avoid splitting the bank roll too much. I might even stick it all in FTP.

Trying to be positive. I'm probably still about $900 up from the start of the blog.

I have joined Stoxpoker's site. I'm going to pay the membership fee which lets you watch the videos. I think I need to retrain before playing again.